I'm 20!!

March 13th I turned 20! I spent the whole week in Panama City Beach, Florida because it was also Spring Break. It really seemed like 80% of the people there were all from Tennessee, even people who weren't from TN said "...if I meet one more person from Tenn." lol. I had a lot of fun during Spring Break, met people from different states, met people from the same state, met people who even went to my school that I never knew until then. I also unofficially ended friendships with people who were there too. People who i've known for a while, I just felt it wasn't the same so I stopped talking to them. It hasn't even been a week yet but it feels like its been months, no exaggeration needed! lol.

So far, 20 has been an age of bad luck for me! It seems like from the exact moment i've turned 20, nothing has gone my way! I wasn't looking forward to this age to begin with because i'm not ready to be getting this old. lol. Hopefully it will turn around but again, it hasn't even been a week since I've been 20 and it feels like its been forever! I really hope life turns around because if these are the golden years, i'm in trouble! lol.

Also, I haven't been back to classes yet because i've been sick with a fever but tomorrow I plan to go back. Nothing has changed school wise, I'm still hating every minute of it and I am unsure as to what I want to be doing in life but I don't think school is helping me get there, I could be wrong though. (I doubt it). I'm just ready to move on and become a happy person doing what I love and I hope I know all the details to that life soon! I could really use it!

I really have nothing further to say on this blog, I just wanted to jot down how being 20 is not whats up right now so later on if this year does get better, I can look back at this blog and reflect. Okay, time to start on this homework =(, Until next time!

How Much Longer!?

Spring Break is slooowly approaching, but it sure is coming! I cannot wait! I'm not sure if I need it because I haven't really been working "hard", well as hard as I should be, but school just kills my energy/creativity! I'm not even being dramatic! I use to have de ja vu's everyday, a couple times a day..but when i'm in school, I barely have any at all. Some may say, oh well, but I know there is something to that! lol. I think it might be different if I went to another school, the only way i'd really appreciate the school I am currently in, is if I were playing a sport! Other than that, I have know motivation for this government property at all! lol.

"Quote of the Whenever"

"I'm free to have wonderful thoughts, I'm in control of my mind" - Louise Hay

Its THE Return!

Over the past few weeks I have been looking at this blog every single day wanting to get back in it, even though I have nothing to say at all! lol. Starting today I will be coming on everyday but maybe writing something twice a week or so? Even if no one reads the it, its just to record my life and thought process as of now to look back on. lol.

It is I!

Helloooo Bloggers! Yes, yet again I have slacked off on this blogging thing. Its not that I forget about it because I do think about coming on here often and I do, I just don't log in and write anything. I'm sorry.


So what's there to say? Still in school, hating every minute of it. I just came off of fall break. I was going to go to Las Vegas but that plan fell through so I went to Atlanta instead. That was pretty fun. I went to the CNN Center to tour that, I've been wanting to go back for a while now and just never had the time. I also did one of the tapes where I was the newscaster. I became in tuned with my inner Anderson Cooper! lol. I was a pro, if I say so myself....and I do! lol just kidding.


While in Atlanta, the cast of the tv show, THE GAME was also there. I tried to find them but I was out of luck! =(...I wasn't feeling well one of the days and my mom told me to come to the door and I just knew it was them..I was saying in my mind..."YES! YES! YES! I can't wait! OMG! PICTURES!" I walk to the door and....its not them! I was sad. At the door was a guy who is working on Tyler Perry's: Meet the Browns. His name is Maurice Smith. I talked to him for a while. His best friend is Sean Patrick Thomas who played on one of my favorite movies, Save The Last Dance. That was pretty cool. He also told me about Sanaa Lathan and Gabrielle Union who are two of my FAVORITE actresses and how they both went to college, which I had no idea. So I figured, I'll keep going at this college thing (not like I was dropping out tomorrow or something anyway. lol) all I have to do is get my degree, I may not know what I want to do but that doesn't really matter yet. A million people have degrees in something they never use. The objective is to get my degree. (UGH!) I'll try. The motivation is just not there! Whats a girl to do!?


Anyway, i'm going to go now. I just wanted to come on here and write a little something down. I'll see you on the flip side! lol.


Peace Outtie!

P.S. this is one of the commercials Maurice Smith,the guy was in that I talked to at the hotel.