"Quote Of the Whenever"

"If your heart ever breaks, save ALL the pieces, when your new love arrives they'll need EVERY piece of you for the repair!" - Angela Simmons

I'm 20!!

March 13th I turned 20! I spent the whole week in Panama City Beach, Florida because it was also Spring Break. It really seemed like 80% of the people there were all from Tennessee, even people who weren't from TN said "...if I meet one more person from Tenn." lol. I had a lot of fun during Spring Break, met people from different states, met people from the same state, met people who even went to my school that I never knew until then. I also unofficially ended friendships with people who were there too. People who i've known for a while, I just felt it wasn't the same so I stopped talking to them. It hasn't even been a week yet but it feels like its been months, no exaggeration needed! lol.

So far, 20 has been an age of bad luck for me! It seems like from the exact moment i've turned 20, nothing has gone my way! I wasn't looking forward to this age to begin with because i'm not ready to be getting this old. lol. Hopefully it will turn around but again, it hasn't even been a week since I've been 20 and it feels like its been forever! I really hope life turns around because if these are the golden years, i'm in trouble! lol.

Also, I haven't been back to classes yet because i've been sick with a fever but tomorrow I plan to go back. Nothing has changed school wise, I'm still hating every minute of it and I am unsure as to what I want to be doing in life but I don't think school is helping me get there, I could be wrong though. (I doubt it). I'm just ready to move on and become a happy person doing what I love and I hope I know all the details to that life soon! I could really use it!

I really have nothing further to say on this blog, I just wanted to jot down how being 20 is not whats up right now so later on if this year does get better, I can look back at this blog and reflect. Okay, time to start on this homework =(, Until next time!

How Much Longer!?

Spring Break is slooowly approaching, but it sure is coming! I cannot wait! I'm not sure if I need it because I haven't really been working "hard", well as hard as I should be, but school just kills my energy/creativity! I'm not even being dramatic! I use to have de ja vu's everyday, a couple times a day..but when i'm in school, I barely have any at all. Some may say, oh well, but I know there is something to that! lol. I think it might be different if I went to another school, the only way i'd really appreciate the school I am currently in, is if I were playing a sport! Other than that, I have know motivation for this government property at all! lol.

"Quote of the Whenever"

"I'm free to have wonderful thoughts, I'm in control of my mind" - Louise Hay

Its THE Return!

Over the past few weeks I have been looking at this blog every single day wanting to get back in it, even though I have nothing to say at all! lol. Starting today I will be coming on everyday but maybe writing something twice a week or so? Even if no one reads the it, its just to record my life and thought process as of now to look back on. lol.